DIRT!!
There is nothing better for the soul than hard labor. If you ever need to work through shit go grab a shovel and dig in the dirt. The bigger the hole the better it is for you. Clean out crap get as dirty and grimy as you possibly can. Sweat out all you have in you and then if it doesn't work the first time, do it again. If nothing else you will get all those project's your mom has been wanting to do done.
Thursday, August 08, 2002
Long time not posting...
Time to get back into the real world. The day by day grind has come to a halt. I am not sleeping or working or thinking anymore. I am just existing. I need to try to get over and move on. I have to remember not to carry the grief and anger, but to carry the memories. I am trying to survive. I probably will. The saying 'Life is too short to worry' keeps coming to mind but I have a hard time living it.
Time to get back into the real world. The day by day grind has come to a halt. I am not sleeping or working or thinking anymore. I am just existing. I need to try to get over and move on. I have to remember not to carry the grief and anger, but to carry the memories. I am trying to survive. I probably will. The saying 'Life is too short to worry' keeps coming to mind but I have a hard time living it.
Wednesday, July 24, 2002
Tuesday, July 23, 2002
Please everyone, just stop. I am not sure I can take to much more of this. I will be taking the blog offline completely as soon as I can find more than 2 minutes to sit in front of a computer. Thank you for all your concern over me. That includes JJ. I know you all have the best intentions but enough is enough.
Tuesday, July 16, 2002
New Link
Added a new link. Thought the free virus scan was a good idea. If you do any downloading you may want ot run this once a week. PC-cillin is a very reputable company and has Verisign backing it up, so you know it's safe. Even if you have a firewall you might want to run this everynow and again. Also make sure you update you firewall software. If it's not updated and current you may as well take it off. Most firewall's have websites to update you software. If you aren't sure check with the manufacturer of the firewall.
Well, that's all for computer aid this week.
Added a new link. Thought the free virus scan was a good idea. If you do any downloading you may want ot run this once a week. PC-cillin is a very reputable company and has Verisign backing it up, so you know it's safe. Even if you have a firewall you might want to run this everynow and again. Also make sure you update you firewall software. If it's not updated and current you may as well take it off. Most firewall's have websites to update you software. If you aren't sure check with the manufacturer of the firewall.
Well, that's all for computer aid this week.
Monday, July 15, 2002
Sunday, July 14, 2002
*BREATHE*
There is something absolutely refreshing about knowing you have the knowledge of your own weaknesses and the will power to say no and walk away. There is something empowering in knowing that somehow you can squeeze into tight spots and still not lash out at the next thing to invade your space. There is something comforting about seeing someone smile and knowing that the world is ending the chaos. There is something securing about realizing where you belong and knowing how you need to get there.
Thanks everyone!
****As a side note don't ever let me drink more than 2 light beers again. It affects me completly differently than I remember. I think I am turning into a light weight.
There is something absolutely refreshing about knowing you have the knowledge of your own weaknesses and the will power to say no and walk away. There is something empowering in knowing that somehow you can squeeze into tight spots and still not lash out at the next thing to invade your space. There is something comforting about seeing someone smile and knowing that the world is ending the chaos. There is something securing about realizing where you belong and knowing how you need to get there.
Thanks everyone!
****As a side note don't ever let me drink more than 2 light beers again. It affects me completly differently than I remember. I think I am turning into a light weight.
Friday, July 12, 2002
Speed!
Wow, you don't know what you got until it's gone. My internet seem's 10 times faster than it was. Amazing the difference between 56Kbps and broadband speeds. There are day's when I think it is faster than the blasted connection at work and that's supposed to be a T3 connection.
Well, off to bed. Someone thinks I need to work tomorrow. Oh wait, that was me that did that to myself. Crap!
Wow, you don't know what you got until it's gone. My internet seem's 10 times faster than it was. Amazing the difference between 56Kbps and broadband speeds. There are day's when I think it is faster than the blasted connection at work and that's supposed to be a T3 connection.
Well, off to bed. Someone thinks I need to work tomorrow. Oh wait, that was me that did that to myself. Crap!
Saturday, June 29, 2002
Pisces!
I have decided that I am done with Virgo bashing and I am now moving on to the fish. This is an area I feel more than a little comfortable in getting into. So let me tell you about dating a Pisces. Fish tend to go with flow, for the most part they are easy going individual's, just don't reach out to touch them because that spooks them and sends them into hiding. Yeah, so, while they are generally easy going people they can also be very stubborn when it comes to getting things done and done right. If the salmon wants to swim upstream it will not only swim against the current it will jump up the water falls and make it to the top of the river dispite what the laws of nature and logic say. Oh, and then there is the emotions of a Pisces. Pisces are probably more emotional people than Virgo's (sorry had to bring the Virgo's in for this one). They do not wear their emotions on their sleeves the way Virgo's do. Infact you would never know a Pisces felt anything unless you actually asked them what they are feeling. They do not like sharing that part of themselves and know that once they do they have opened the can of worms that will get them hooked and cooked. A Pisces will give their heart and soul to the people they love and want in their lives, but they will also meet, spawn, and swim away real fast if given the opportunity. They know what is out in the real world but enjoy the seclusion and safety of staying in the nice flowing water going where ever the river will take them. They love to dream and live in those dreams, anything to keep them from the chaos of the world. If the have to join the world they become obsessed with doing things right and quickly to be able to get back into the nice safe river. The downside of this is they want to do it ALL right and quickly so they tend to jump from one thing to next to the next and rarely accomplish any of what they set out to do. If they do become focused on one thing, then that one thing becomes everything to them and they will not only complete it they will have a knowledge about it that rival most everyone. Picses Love to learn about everything and do everything and until all has been learned and tried they are not complete, and they will end up becoming grumpy insomniac's. So given this bit of knowledge, dating a Pisces is like walking into a whole other world. They can be some of the most loving and attentive people in the world. They can also be one of the most noncommital flighty people you will ever come across. Oh yeah, and we talk to and answer ourselves out loud in the middle of public events. This is a frightening thing to discover at the time it begin's and for no reason your date is arguing with themselves about how they should have gotten the white rose not the pink on for this date and....If this does happen to you just smile and say "honey did you say something?" That will usually kick them back into reality and stop the self talking to for the rest of the evening.
I have decided that I am done with Virgo bashing and I am now moving on to the fish. This is an area I feel more than a little comfortable in getting into. So let me tell you about dating a Pisces. Fish tend to go with flow, for the most part they are easy going individual's, just don't reach out to touch them because that spooks them and sends them into hiding. Yeah, so, while they are generally easy going people they can also be very stubborn when it comes to getting things done and done right. If the salmon wants to swim upstream it will not only swim against the current it will jump up the water falls and make it to the top of the river dispite what the laws of nature and logic say. Oh, and then there is the emotions of a Pisces. Pisces are probably more emotional people than Virgo's (sorry had to bring the Virgo's in for this one). They do not wear their emotions on their sleeves the way Virgo's do. Infact you would never know a Pisces felt anything unless you actually asked them what they are feeling. They do not like sharing that part of themselves and know that once they do they have opened the can of worms that will get them hooked and cooked. A Pisces will give their heart and soul to the people they love and want in their lives, but they will also meet, spawn, and swim away real fast if given the opportunity. They know what is out in the real world but enjoy the seclusion and safety of staying in the nice flowing water going where ever the river will take them. They love to dream and live in those dreams, anything to keep them from the chaos of the world. If the have to join the world they become obsessed with doing things right and quickly to be able to get back into the nice safe river. The downside of this is they want to do it ALL right and quickly so they tend to jump from one thing to next to the next and rarely accomplish any of what they set out to do. If they do become focused on one thing, then that one thing becomes everything to them and they will not only complete it they will have a knowledge about it that rival most everyone. Picses Love to learn about everything and do everything and until all has been learned and tried they are not complete, and they will end up becoming grumpy insomniac's. So given this bit of knowledge, dating a Pisces is like walking into a whole other world. They can be some of the most loving and attentive people in the world. They can also be one of the most noncommital flighty people you will ever come across. Oh yeah, and we talk to and answer ourselves out loud in the middle of public events. This is a frightening thing to discover at the time it begin's and for no reason your date is arguing with themselves about how they should have gotten the white rose not the pink on for this date and....If this does happen to you just smile and say "honey did you say something?" That will usually kick them back into reality and stop the self talking to for the rest of the evening.
Friday, June 28, 2002
Whoa!
Not sure but the irony of this is scary Con.
"Whom she refuses, she treats still
With so much sweet behaviour,
That her refusal, through her skill,
Looks almost like a favour."
--William Congreve
I do have to say though, after a fabulous dinner and conversation with a beautiful blonde, I am more willing to open my mind to a commitment with a (sorry Steph) even more beautiful blonde. I didn't realize until tonight just how much I love being with Anne. So, with any hope she will disregard all of the comments on this page that make me look like a complete idiot, and allow me to continue to grow with her. Oh yeah you guy's, she does read this too.
Not sure but the irony of this is scary Con.
"Whom she refuses, she treats still
With so much sweet behaviour,
That her refusal, through her skill,
Looks almost like a favour."
--William Congreve
I do have to say though, after a fabulous dinner and conversation with a beautiful blonde, I am more willing to open my mind to a commitment with a (sorry Steph) even more beautiful blonde. I didn't realize until tonight just how much I love being with Anne. So, with any hope she will disregard all of the comments on this page that make me look like a complete idiot, and allow me to continue to grow with her. Oh yeah you guy's, she does read this too.
Virgo's!
Yeah, so it appears that the whole idea of me having issues of any sort, good or bad, with a Virgo is a real hot topic. I do not hate Virgo's. Let's just get that clear now. I actually enjoy people regardless of their sign. How ever I think that if I was going to seek out a particular sign I would head towards a Leo. They are just such cute, big, luvable, kitty cats. But then again I'm not too bright either since I'm a fish. But then again there is that whole knowing that I am, yeah better leave that alone. Anyway I will stop my pursuit of the death of all Virgo's and will consentrate more on my own grip of reality, since it is obviously slipping.
Yeah, so it appears that the whole idea of me having issues of any sort, good or bad, with a Virgo is a real hot topic. I do not hate Virgo's. Let's just get that clear now. I actually enjoy people regardless of their sign. How ever I think that if I was going to seek out a particular sign I would head towards a Leo. They are just such cute, big, luvable, kitty cats. But then again I'm not too bright either since I'm a fish. But then again there is that whole knowing that I am, yeah better leave that alone. Anyway I will stop my pursuit of the death of all Virgo's and will consentrate more on my own grip of reality, since it is obviously slipping.
The world is ending!
Yes, I am positive it is and let me tell you why. I have ZERO fashion sense. ZERO! I need help picking out a pair of shoes that match and they naturally come in two's. So what do I do? I go shopping all by myself to get a new outfit.
Oh wait, the scary part is yet to come.
I picked out a really cute outfit and it looks real good on me too. Now knowing that a new outfit needs new shoes (learned that from Connie), I proceed to where they keep those things, in boxes, in pairs just for people like me. I look at the shoes then look at the outfit, then back to the shoes and I reach for,*SIGH* the really cute white sandles. Those who know me also know that I NEVER wear sandles. The last time I owned sandles I was dressed in a yellow Easter dress, and I promptly buried those in the sand box after church along with my 3 year old baby brother.
Oh wait, it does get better.
Not only do I get girlie assed sandles I head over to the underwear section. They have smiley faces on them, but they are cute.
The world is ending and this time I am pretty sure it's not the Virgo's that are causing it.
Yes, I am positive it is and let me tell you why. I have ZERO fashion sense. ZERO! I need help picking out a pair of shoes that match and they naturally come in two's. So what do I do? I go shopping all by myself to get a new outfit.
Oh wait, the scary part is yet to come.
I picked out a really cute outfit and it looks real good on me too. Now knowing that a new outfit needs new shoes (learned that from Connie), I proceed to where they keep those things, in boxes, in pairs just for people like me. I look at the shoes then look at the outfit, then back to the shoes and I reach for,*SIGH* the really cute white sandles. Those who know me also know that I NEVER wear sandles. The last time I owned sandles I was dressed in a yellow Easter dress, and I promptly buried those in the sand box after church along with my 3 year old baby brother.
Oh wait, it does get better.
Not only do I get girlie assed sandles I head over to the underwear section. They have smiley faces on them, but they are cute.
The world is ending and this time I am pretty sure it's not the Virgo's that are causing it.
Coming Soon...
Grace's View On The Zodiac
This delightful documentary will detail all sign in the Zodiac as well as Grace's personal experience's with individual's from all area's. You wil laugh. You will cry. But most of all you will learn just why Virgo's have been dubbed the "Root of all Evil". Don't miss this tribute to the Star's in the stars.
Grace's View On The Zodiac
This delightful documentary will detail all sign in the Zodiac as well as Grace's personal experience's with individual's from all area's. You wil laugh. You will cry. But most of all you will learn just why Virgo's have been dubbed the "Root of all Evil". Don't miss this tribute to the Star's in the stars.
Stranger's among us
So there are people just popping in and checking out my blog now. Guess I need to be nicer to Virgo's after all. Oh well, it was fun while it lasted. I would like to know who Risk Taker is though. Probably another Virgo trying to mess with me.
I am kidding people. Virgo's are fine people. They have to be I would never have spent 7 years with one if they weren't. However, for now I am going to consentrate on Aries. I need to get my head ramed in to reality. Get it. I thought it was funny.
Well I am going to go clean my car then go shopping. Think I am going to try Lorene's relaxation technique's today. I need to go pick out paint for my room maybe carpet too. Have fun at work people :).
So there are people just popping in and checking out my blog now. Guess I need to be nicer to Virgo's after all. Oh well, it was fun while it lasted. I would like to know who Risk Taker is though. Probably another Virgo trying to mess with me.
I am kidding people. Virgo's are fine people. They have to be I would never have spent 7 years with one if they weren't. However, for now I am going to consentrate on Aries. I need to get my head ramed in to reality. Get it. I thought it was funny.
Well I am going to go clean my car then go shopping. Think I am going to try Lorene's relaxation technique's today. I need to go pick out paint for my room maybe carpet too. Have fun at work people :).
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