Saturday, September 22, 2001

It's Saturday. Lorene is probably peeing her pants with the excitement of being able to go to haunted houses tonight. Toni is probably also looking forward to the nights escapade though I doubt as much as Lorene (no one can come close to matching her joy at this time of year). Avon will be arriving shortly then all hell will break loose as we scramble to get things put together before we run out to accomplish whatever needs to be done so that we can hopefully crawl into bed before 2:00am. I hate the weekends. They seem to be more of a bother thaan the rest of the week. Everyone and anyone that can call and want or NEED something does and I just end up pissed off that once again the only time I have with Connie is spent doing for everyone else. I have come to the conclusion that I am just one very angry person. I hate stupid, nagging people. The worst part of it is that I can be that stupid, nagging person (which just makes me that much more angry).

So here is my take on the day...fuck Avon, fuck haunted houses, fuck the ringing phone, fuck the nagging family, fuck the Presidents call to arms, fuck the assholes that want to rule the world, hell, fuck the world!

I don't think I am going to have a good day today. What do you think?

Monday, September 17, 2001

Well...Lot's have happened in the last few weeks. I am not sure how I feel about all of the happenings last week. I do know that I am angry that we were attacked. However, there is a part of me that is going; 'If we weren't arrogant, know -it-all ass holes who have to do everything bigger better and faster than the rest of the world, maybe, just maybe they would all just leave us alone'. I know that this isn't how the rest of the contry feels right now but, like I said, it's just a part of me. I do hope all of this sorts itself out in the quickest, safest, and least costly way possible for the entire planet. The ball is in our court, we need to be careful who we pass it to. For those of you that can I do recommend donating blood as soon as you can. It's needed badly. I can't so that just leaves one more spot open for those who can. It doesn't take long and the give you cookies after so who wouldn't want to. A fear of needles is no excuse Lorene. If I can spend my life as a walking pin cushion you can handle getting stuck once to help someone else out. If it will help you, I cook you a special dinner after :).

Love's to all. Be safe in your travels. Treat other's as you want to be treated. Kindness goes a long way at times like this.