Long time not posting...

Time to get back into the real world. The day by day grind has come to a halt. I am not sleeping or working or thinking anymore. I am just existing. I need to try to get over and move on. I have to remember not to carry the grief and anger, but to carry the memories. I am trying to survive. I probably will. The saying 'Life is too short to worry' keeps coming to mind but I have a hard time living it.